

AM i allowed to?Am I allowed to demand pity? Is the fact that i want pity self serving, self centered, or unaltruistic?? Why can't I decide whether I want pity, or shallow reconcilliations for past deficiencies in... everything? Why can't I even decide what I want? is their something wrong with me because every decision I make, every point I come to when I decide something about somebody is wrong? Why cant I GET ANY?? Why do I care about what the people who read this think about me? why do I care mostly about one person who reads this? Why can't I just get over what i said I was over? Why do I keep questioning myself, questioning other people's motives? WhyAM i allowed to?


keysI'm tired of giving keys to boys on bended knees who tell me they love me, that they're sorry, that they were stupid. Well I got news for you sweetie. no shit you're stupid. Cause when I call to come over it's not you it's your mother who answers the phone. Telling me that you didn't spend the last two month's moping,keys
you spent it fucking with girls you brought in
from your high end job
AT THE GAS STATION. Is that why you dropped out of high school? Took your fucking GED cause you thought colleges would think you took the initiative?


'we'I wish I could say that 'we' gave money to the travelling musician in front of the bookstore; and that we held hands and went in and bought coffee, and gazed at each other, and laughed quietly to the soft music and chatter and rustling that seems tp permeate book/coffee shop combo's like this. I wish I could say 'we' meandered down the rows of shelves, looking at the phrasebooks, biographies, and reading the backs of the romance novels to each other. I wish I could say ' we' did this, or, rather, that I did these things at all. I did give a fistful of my change to the travelling musician, if only to placate my inner free-spirit, that, from ti'we'
So here's the deal: January is a new month, and a new year, to start over from scratch and remember what Write-Off is ALL about.
And in good ol' Write-Off spirit, we're kicking off the new year with a brand spankin' new competition. Want more information on entering and prizes? Check out the home page.
Now come on, you WriteOffers, you. Show us what you're made of.
Are you IN for January?
Love and be loved,
BA
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YEAH BABY!
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~007-WriteOff - Not such a crazy idea after all.
Beware The Scent of Elderberries!
The Most Shagadelic Writing Club Around.
YEAH BABY!
If you need any help, your welcome to ask me
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I used to be with it. But then they changed what it was. Now what I'm with isn't it, and what's it seems scary and wierd. It'll happen to you." - Abe Simpson
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